Thank you TPSD

My sister attended her very first meeting yesterday, since last year October till yesterday Saturday,there was a TPSD alumin+freshie meeting &a 3.15 bus guide mtg.

My sister's SLE is under control now. but it's de depression that worries us.
My sis's having depression now and worries how the world n her peers will view her. i can see her POV,from a active girl,with mtgs daily rushing for other mbr's lives, de generated to staring at space to kill time, i really hope for her to pulll herself up gradually and sand on her own 2 feet.

a member even cried after seeing my sister,she's sad how an active person can transform 180 degrees.

And my concern to everyone are 2 pointers:
first:my sis's condition is VERY REAL. Sometimes people have to see it, to understand the seriouesness of the level of situation itself.
second:i will never abandon her or dis-regard her in anyway. i have only one sister in blood, and that's foo weiyi.



because i firmly believe should i be the one with depression now, my sister would definitely have done the same for her brother too.

FAILING IN LIFE

i always believed that my sister's the stronger and smarter one in the my family itself. My sister studys Express stream,ables to score A's, does business in TP, and works in her sch holis to make $ for her fees. She is hardworking n diligent,and not to mention filial and 'guai' to my parents too.
Her evil elder brother,me, however doesn't really have brains. He retook his O lvls,got retained in Poly,isn't a born leader,a slacker, laze at home during sch holis, and doesn't have discipline n time management.

but then,suddenly,i realized the importance of failing.
People fail at times. that's life. but it's how we pick ourself n say"try again" that matters.
i've failed alot to form a strong character within me to say loud."there's nothing that can break me down!'

Failing sets the person straight,to say: "knnz,i'm not gonna let this get to me!" and forges on.Failing now means winning ultimately.

took my exam today morning. confident. i never believed in sudying,or spotting questions,becos i studied never for the sake of the paper,but for my own interest,and for my member's future itself.
so how that view sustained my focus and state longer.

One must never study becos the subject is outside himself/herself. The ultimate reason of a test is to evaluate your knowledge of this subject,to ensure you're well equipped and comprehend the subject.
Study like you're in love with it. My last paper i took was GCE O Lvls,and i really missed de days of studying. Many people gradually lose the sense of understanding that importance,but not me.