Of Thoughts

I haven't been blogging about my feelings lately.

A quick summary would be an emotional roller coaster torment.

A hope of reconcilation became a shatter of dreams. If I could say,

"There only thing that doesn't change, is change."

I realized this Buddhist practise is not about Chanting, to receive any material gains(of cos that was a good bonus). This Buddhism ws about Building, building like what our president said, an indominable self, a self that could handle & surmount any obstacles., a self that doesn't just react when bad things happen, but a self that can acheive all of our dreams, we keep secret to our hearts.

And lastly, No more asking myself, "Why can't it be?"

Alas, All is well. all is well.